Things I'd like to have but can't afford:
A high quality set of headphones A merino shirt and a couple pairs of merino underwear Good walking shoes - all weather. Some yarn spinning tools - one sheep. Cheese and yogurt for breakfasts / only when gifted. Food all can eat - a garden full of bees and berries.
I'd do it all myself if only I knew how to
I stop writing this, and get back to kitchen Finish making my lavender syrup. My friends call: let's go out and watch the moon. You ride your bikes together around the hood Trying to find the best place to see the full moon following the Winter sun.
There you stay talking nonsense, doing yoga, breathing, squatting, doing pushups and all. You don't even care about the moon anymore. You decide let's go somewhere. Then it gets silence - you stop and listen. The crickets, the distant highway, the cold wind, There you stay.
And see
This structure, this huge, this form
And everything that makes it possible
Everything that makes it
easier, more
beautiful,
tolerable,
liveable, l
ovable, s
upportable.
For hiding the other possibles other beauties other lives
I live with a rage I don't want to keep.
12.06.2025
Frankfurt am Main